heeyyyyy... haha aite this few days ive been busy with working till got no time to blogg..haha work seems quite fun but at the same time stressfull. too much to catch up and learn about the arrival and departure flight.. goshhh cnt absorb anymore.hahah been pressured to death..hahaha nola just kidding. though the job scope seems tough and serious but its fun. haahh seeing those passengers smile at you when u gave them a very warm and friendly smile..hahah especially when smiling at small kid playing or walking arnd the airport..hahah so cute.. hahah i love kids!! alot!! hahaha especially the cute lil ones..hahaha anyway ive this feeling of guilty i dnt why..but i accidentally kinda browse through my bf friends list on fb then came acrss to his ex gf prof so i do click her prof and he did put her blogspot web there so i click on it and read..haha im not a stalker jor.. But i was shock when she kinda say this: i don't know why you still appear in my dreams waking up in the middle of the night, finding the reason why. i miss you, i do though it's been a year, you still in my mind now and then. i've moved on you did too, exceptionally. you with her i tried so many ways to detest you. just to make it easier for me to forget you. but i can't stop missing you i miss those shoulders i slept on, those warm hugs, those cheeky smiles, just everything. i hope memories of you fade away meanwhile i shall stay strong.. thats wat she post on her blog.. well i do feel like she's refering to my bf.. i dntknw.. cause i heard that she's been single after the breakup between her and my bf..haha i dntknw.. you judge?..haha or mayb i just think negatively.. idntknw.. but no worries i dnt feel any jealous.. what for anyway.. infact i do feel emphaty..really i do.. i cried while reading.. i feel like i know how she feel.. hmm hope she find the one that would really truly and sincerely love her.:) insyallah.. hee anyway aku ni blog2 tk ingat tido ehk.. hahaha just wanna keep updating..hehehe well there's one wish, i hope that my relationship with my bf will keep staying strong.. even though there's ups and down between us but still will keep it short and apologise if im in the wrng side.hmm insyallahh.. i love you!!:) hee kk gtg.. tmrww working.. will update again soon!! heee:) saranghae!!<3

xoxo, 9:50 PM