bbby bby bbyy.. saranghae!! this past few days although me and bby only get to meetup on fri and sat our relationship still keep going strong.hehe alhamdullilah. hehehe everytime we had the chance to spent time together,he never failed to make me smile,laughed, never failed to kiss my forehead, never failed to hugg me so tight till i felt like my bones gonna crack anytime soon..hahaha i love him soo much..hehe even though on fri i woke up at 3am to get ready for work and after work i meet him.. i still try to endure the slpyness i had on that day just to be beside him.. hahaa i tahan my mate yknw!!! hahaa smp tertido2 kat atas mtr..hahahaa anyway i just hope our relationship will keep on like this till ........ hahaha i dontwanna say it..haha insyallah..hehe i love you syg.. heee:) pls dont doubt my love..hee:) lovee illyana..aka ill!! hehee u like to call me ill right bby..hahha chicken..haha name saket.hahahaa aite mwahh!! chow!!

xoxo, 6:36 PM

this was like last sat afternoon.. me hanging out with beloved cousins and friend..hehe we're having alot of fun. meetup point was at wdlds causewaypoint waited for my cousin yanny then my friend diana..hehe so after the meet up we walk arnd causewaypoint while chit chatting.. then went to civic macdonalds to continue chatting..haha then we head to banquet for dinner after that went to admiralty park and chillaxx..hahaha we talk n talk non stop.. haha especially my yanny hahaha tells a funny story about his weird boyfriend behaviour..hahaha its really funny. hahaa we kept laughing and laughing..hahaa really miss them alot after so long since we last met..haha hope to have this kinda chillax outing again..hahaha aitee.. yannyy,rathnie:) saranghae!!!!:)

xoxo, 6:12 PM

hai! Today ntg much. Same old thing. Go to work study2 till brain wanna exploded. Haha. Niwae just nw i took my retest. At first i really thought its a diff paper. Haha bt i was wrng. Its a same paper. Gosh. Lucky i pay attention while the trainer go through my test paper that i've fail. Haha. Sad. I hope. I pass my retest. Hehe. Cnt wait to hear the result. Insyallah i pass. Aite thats it for nw. Chow. Faizz shi~saranghae! Hehe!

xoxo, 8:14 PM

im backkk!! hooohhooo okkk today ntgg much.. at work i learned new things again..hahaha today we've learned how tno handle departure passenger. we have to scan or insert their boarding pass into the bgr(boarding gate reader) then also we have to be alert that try not to let any slip through. means that we gotta make sure that all boarding pass should be torn and let passengers board the aircraft right away. its kinda easy job but not really.. u gotta make sure everything are tally.haha alots of things la. i dntwanna elaborate.haha lazyy. hahaha tmrw have to report work at 7am. haha dont wanna be late for my flight..hehehe aite gtg.. yayyy..tmrww jumpe kudutt!!! hehehe faizzz shi saranghaee!!

xoxo, 9:37 PM

heeyyyyy... haha aite this few days ive been busy with working till got no time to blogg..haha work seems quite fun but at the same time stressfull. too much to catch up and learn about the arrival and departure flight.. goshhh cnt absorb anymore.hahah been pressured to death..hahaha nola just kidding. though the job scope seems tough and serious but its fun. haahh seeing those passengers smile at you when u gave them a very warm and friendly smile..hahah especially when smiling at small kid playing or walking arnd the airport..hahah so cute.. hahah i love kids!! alot!! hahaha especially the cute lil ones..hahaha anyway ive this feeling of guilty i dnt why..but i accidentally kinda browse through my bf friends list on fb then came acrss to his ex gf prof so i do click her prof and he did put her blogspot web there so i click on it and read..haha im not a stalker jor.. But i was shock when she kinda say this: i don't know why you still appear in my dreams waking up in the middle of the night, finding the reason why. i miss you, i do though it's been a year, you still in my mind now and then. i've moved on you did too, exceptionally. you with her i tried so many ways to detest you. just to make it easier for me to forget you. but i can't stop missing you i miss those shoulders i slept on, those warm hugs, those cheeky smiles, just everything. i hope memories of you fade away meanwhile i shall stay strong.. thats wat she post on her blog.. well i do feel like she's refering to my bf.. i dntknw.. cause i heard that she's been single after the breakup between her and my bf..haha i dntknw.. you judge?..haha or mayb i just think negatively.. idntknw.. but no worries i dnt feel any jealous.. what for anyway.. infact i do feel emphaty..really i do.. i cried while reading.. i feel like i know how she feel.. hmm hope she find the one that would really truly and sincerely love her.:) insyallah.. hee anyway aku ni blog2 tk ingat tido ehk.. hahaha just wanna keep updating..hehehe well there's one wish, i hope that my relationship with my bf will keep staying strong.. even though there's ups and down between us but still will keep it short and apologise if im in the wrng side.hmm insyallahh.. i love you!!:) hee kk gtg.. tmrww working.. will update again soon!! heee:) saranghae!!<3

xoxo, 9:50 PM

wow its been a long time since i last blogged.. hahaha goshh ni blogger dah naek berabok..hahah anyway this past few days.. ive been busy with working all day and everyday ive to wakeup early like 5am in the morning everyday goshhh so tiring yknw! haha but what to do.haa so this few days ive been learning alot about airport thingy.where by alot, i meant REALLY ALOTT!!.. need to memories all the 3 letter city code and airport code.. goshh been giving me a massive headache urggh!! and tmrw is my exam and if i fail this test and the role play i got no choice but to return back my uniform which means that i didnt get to work in this company. sadd isnt it? huhuhu so thats why ive been focusing on this, till ive no time to blogg.hahaha seriously this exam thingy doesnt make my life easier..i kept thinking about this even when im out with bf..my bf have given me alot of support on this..haha he test me on my knowledge see if i cn memories the 3 letter airport code and the arrival handling..hahah its really hard yknw.. i feel like crying sometimes..hahaha. bf keep saying "YOU CN DO IT" be confident..hmmm i try.. i dntwanna let him down..he really want me to work in this company.haha well insyallah i pass k bby.. i hope i cn do it..heee.. alright!! last night went ouut with bf and his friends.hahah last night bby make me smile all night.. heheh he've been hugging me and keep saying "i syg u" hee so the cuteeness yknw..hahaha i love when he kiss my forehead..hehe i just dntknw why..hehe kla.. gtg continue my studies.,.haha i dntwanna faill..kk chow.. bby i love you!!! :)

xoxo, 6:10 PM