heee this is my first day of training. cn u see our uniform? striking colour right? hahaha so bright!! hahaha i think if u go into a dark place ppl cn see ur unifrm..hahaha anyway. our training quite fun but really tiring. we have to walk all day frm terminal 3 to 1.. goshh super tiring i tell u.hahah im exhausted..everyone cnnt tahan..hahaa cuz our toes were totally cramp.. haha its because of the shoes we worn..the frnt part is so tight.ahaa..stupid gong2. i cn see we have to learn alot of things. haha i hope i cn get it inside my peanit brain.. hahaha insyallah.. kla thats all for now.. tiredd!! aigoo..hahah love illyana faizz shi~ saranghae!! hee

xoxo, 9:02 PM

fuhh todayy i did nothing just chillax one corner.. i watched tv played comp and all..im done packing my stuff what to bring for tmrw.. wah tmrw gonna be a very early werly day!! haha i gotta wakeup at 5 to get ready for work..and report at 8.30. fuhhh.. harap2 la tk lmbt.. anyway last night met my kudut!!hehe he totally make me smile the whole night keep hugging me and kissing my cheek and say *i syg u, syg u tau*!! hehe how sweet.. geram aku.. pipi aku naek gatal sebab misai die tajam st. lol hahaha but i loike. hehehe i love when he's being so manje2 with me.. hahah alright last night, me and my bf and his friends too went out go mkn and stuff.. afterthat they decided to plan of exploring to haunted places.. which i hate it very much.. aku dah la lemah. drg nk g tmpat2 bodoh ni.. hahaha so ive no choice but to follow my bby cause he wanna join them exploring.. haha i told them im not gonna went in there.. they decided to explored this places which at siglap area i dntknw.. but its somehow a old keramat and cementary near private housing estate. goshh so creepy man.. we've reached there and we're all standing infrnt of the gate. planing who's gonna going in first.and of course im not going.. i felt something not right when i was stnding at the entrance.. gossshh damnn creepy.. i just sat and wait in the van with one of my bf member.. haha after that the rest went in not until 10 mins they went out back cause one of them saw sth.. hahaha so that means the 'thing' doenst want them to be there... scary right!! goshh!! lucky i didnt went in..lol everyone look so puzzled.. like they're quite curious about the thing.. haha. well i glad i didnt went in.. fuhh.. thnk goodness..hhhaaa soo after that, we went home and i reached home arnd 5am.. hahaha its really late.. but aku sempat nk tweet ehkk pasal bf ku.. hahahaha next time drg nk exploree.. ku alek sudah.. hahaha seramm dok!! tgk tmpat je dah takot..lol.. kla thats all for now!! chow!! hehehe sorry lau tk paham eng aku.. hahahaha i know my eng sucks..hahhaa trying to learnn.. hahaha aite!! bby saranghae!!!

xoxo, 9:04 PM

Hmmm how did I get here? I turned around and there you were I didn't think twice or rationalize 'Cause somehow I knew That there was more that just chemistry I mean I knew you were kind of into me But I figured it's too good to be true I said, "Pinch me, where's the catch this time?" Can't find a single cloud in the sky Help me before I get used to this guy... You're making me laugh about the silliest stuff Say that I'm your diamond in the rough When I'm mad at you, you come with your velvet touch Cant believe that I'm so lucky I have never felt so happy. Every time I see that sparkle in your eyes.. They say that good things take time But really great things happen In the blink of an eye Thought the chances to meet somebody Like you were a million to one I cannot believe it, you're one in a million... All this time I was looking for love Tryna make things work that weren't good enough Till I thought I'm through, said, "I'm done" And stumbled into the arms of the one... I love youu!!!:) will always do!!:) insyallah.. bby youre one in million!!:)

xoxo, 5:06 PM

hey hey watssup yaw!! hehee anyway im excited!! really excited!!lol im gonna start working soon and its going to be nxt week.. fuhh im nervous!! hee rite.. ive already collected my unifrm.. and you knw wat its striking peach colour!! ewww.. hahaha but overrall the unifrm is quite nice.. it makes me look smarty girl!!.. hehehee i kinda like it.haha i need to alter my skirt cuz it's way to long.. it reminds me of my sec sch life.. hahaa where i went to sch i wear my sch unifrm totally a nerd style. especially wearing my sch skirt..haha below knee..:P.. hehee i was a nerdy back in time..hahaha selenge bacinn!! lol alrite!! think that's all i could blogg for now. hehe chow!!! adios amigos aku berambos!! hehee waitt!!! i forgot!! Bbbyyy kudut kuu!!! saranghae lots2!!! hehee

xoxo, 2:26 AM

yoohooo!! Aite wanna ell you sthh.. I've a prob with my internet now.. my bloody internet has been cut off due to 3mnth of not paying the bills yet.. haha well i dnt have the money to pay its been 3 mth i've been staying at home rotting or went out with my bf on fri sat. lol im a useless person..urgh!! served me right..very very good!! hahaha who ask me not to work.. see now i cnt surf the internet.. i have to curik2 internet frm other ppl. so leceh!! anyway i cnt wait to strt working.. this coming monday gonna take my uniform at the airport.. and i still have no idea when's my training strts? i think they would tell us on the day we collect our uniform..lol eeeekkk am so nervous..haha insyallah this wold be my last job.. since my father,mother,aunty and my bf told me to stick with this job.. lol ok i will.. insyallah!! yana hwaiting~!! hehhe aite end!! love love love you my dear dear bf!! kk i gotta stop saying that!! hahahaha dnt want ppl think im what!! lol

xoxo, 10:22 PM

this is for you yanny!!!! im missing you alot!!! you've been busy with working this lately and rathnie and me been missing the fun we used to had with you.. since u started to work in this company we've not been receiving any text frm ya.. you knw u make us think u forget about us.. but its ok.. iknow ure trying to work hard and support ur family..i respect that!! . heee.. anyway! i just wish you the best for every achivements you strive for.. ok bby!! hahhaa i dntknw if u understnd this,.ku smbrg je.. lol kk takecare my dear2 cuzzyy!! do update ur blogg!!! hehee

xoxo, 5:34 PM

hey hey!! im bored and i still cnt slp yet so i decided to blogg.. well this pic i took which was yesterday.. i went for my 2nd interview, and while on my way there with my friend, we were quite very extremely nervous till i felt like i wanna shit..i kept on complaining my tummy pain. because i really am nervous and my friend too la.haha so we actually have to reached there b4 2.30pm mayb 15 mins earlier.. but we kinda lil late cause the bus driver drives so slow.. chicken!! then we search where's the interview's located and finally we found the placed and waited arnd 10 mins and the guy that interview us came so he call us to gathered arnd him.. did i mention? when we reached there, there's quite lot of girls who has been selected for the 2nd interviews and majority of them are malays too.. hahahaha so the guy talk to us about the company all etc etc.. he explained to us about the interview thingy.. how we shld introduce ourself and all that basic interview thingy.. so we went into the conference room and we were interviewed under sats and our job that we're applying is customer service which i think its position at the front desk..haha and so call the boss talk to us explain this and that then we had to break into 2 groups. and im in the first group and my friend in the other group.. so of course i went in first . since im in the 1st group. and the boss started to talk and talk and afterwards he told us to stand infrnt of the conference room and introduce ourself.. im so nervous when i know that everybody's gonna be looking at me while im introducing myself.. fuhh.. you dntknw how it feels like.. so scaryy!!! mcm nk terkencet!! slmat ku tk pepetpuput kat dlm room tu.. kalau tk... alamak bucukk!! hahaha kk i continued after the first group done with the interviewed, its the 2nd group turn.. we waited outside.. i make new friends talk and talk again while waiting for my friend that are still doing her interviews.. about an hour plus they came out.. and we gotta wait again for the final result. about 1/2 hr ltr the guy came out and was all ready to news out the ppl who were selected and who's not.. so he called out the names who didnt get selected one by one.. me and my friend were totally nervous after the last name he called out, we were all exhilarated by the news that we've been selected!! which means? we got the job!!! hahahahaa am so so happy right now!! hahaha but im not happy with one thing. we gotta buy our own Pantyhose.. goshhh no money lei.. shoes? oso no have.. how lei? hmmm stress... i gotta be ready cause they might call anytime to come for the training!! haizz siann lei.. hahhaa kk i hope this would be my first and last job!! insyallahh!!! illyana hwaiting!! hehe kk too tired alreadyy. wanna slp!! adios amigos aku berambos!!! heeee choww!!!:)

xoxo, 3:23 AM

a short karaoke sessionn.. ahaah it was quite fun seeing those who were singing their guts out!! hahaha funny!! it was all last minit plan hahaa and it was worth it.. ahaha anyway i get selected to go for 2nd interview in airport.. and im so nervous.really like totally.. i scared if i didnt get the job.. hmmm hope hope hope im hire. hahaha aite gtg..meeting kudut ltr!! hahaha mwahh!! much love yana...

xoxo, 5:17 PM

hello this few days ive been staying at home rotting.. feel like useless,hopeless. its been 3 month im still not working.. life's just sucks. Or maybe im just choosy. hmm hahaha forget about it.. well right now my bf had find a fulltime job along with his close friends. and since he's been working from 8.30 to 6.30 ive been seldom receiving his text and just sitting at home waiting and thinking what time he'll be texting me? haha sometimes im just so worried. cause he always gonna be on road. im just scared if anythings happens to him. hmm but insyallah he'll be just fine. ive been thinking since he'll be working like everday. does he have time to spend time with me before he'll be enlisted to NS soon and it'll be hard for meet him or spending time with him like now.. maybe it'll not be the same.. life might change.. i just hope that our love will keep going strong.. i dnt wanna be like some other couples, when their partner has to served their NS day by day their feeling for each other starts to fade cause they've been going through alot of tough situation between them and they're not strong to face their own problems they just let it all go .. i dnt want that.. im trying hard to keep this relationship going strong till fate tells us if we're are not meant to be together.. but i'd just hope for the best.. i'll always prayed for my family, my cousin, and my relative including my bf. that they'll always be happy and healthy. and prayed for my relationship to stay strong and be happy with my lovely bf faizz.. hee thats all for now.. choww!!! ps i know my english suckkss.. heeh im trying hard to improve. hehe anddd lastly.. i love you~ my dear dear bf.. you know who you are..

xoxo, 11:13 PM

i know that when you fall in love with someone you really feel like he's everything for you.. but sometimes you didnt really realise that when it comes to bad terms to the both of us it really hurts. sometimes you even pretended that you are strong to face this. but deep inside youre quite weak. you cnt even try to overcome this things when it happen.. it even took ur happines away frm you when youre trying to be happy and forget everything.. im sitting right now crying my guts out.. thinking what have just happened.. hmm well when i feel like im in a bad mood right now it make me feel im missing someone in life.. someone that can always keep me smile when i feel sad, someone who tries to make stupid jokes just to make me smile and laugh..hahaha i miss that someone.. you know who you are.. :) hmm life just have to move on.. everyone has their ups and down.. we just have to learned frm it.. chow!!!:)

xoxo, 12:52 AM

hey hey hey!! well i realize that its been few days i didnt update anything on my blogg.. haha mayb because im too lazy to type and think what should i say. haha and now im back for blogging, hee so.. where should i start? hmm kk this few days ive been slacking alot. i slp over at my cousin's house till nearly a week i stayed there.. haha it was fun though.. we had alot of laughed at times. haha sometimes when comes to my crazy mood.. i talk nonsense alot and deliberately irritated my cousin rathnie.. haha i love seeing her face when she get pissed or sth. haha its funny.haha hmmm next story.. this is about what i feel inside. sometimes i feel like im useless, stupid , lazy and etc etc.. well sometimes i hate it when my bf tries to compare me with his ex.. i know im diff, stupid and slow and all that you dont wanted me to be. i cant help it. i tried not to be slow but i still fail to do it.. and then you got all pissed off just because im slow to catch up what youre talking about.. i pretend to smile but deep inside me it hurts.. i cried inside so that you wouldnt know that.. and i tried to think positive and the hurts that im feeling inside ease away.. i know u want me to changed i try i just need your support, not getting angry when i asked you to explain to me when youre trying to tell me something which i dnt understnd.. you would told me to figured out by myself.. and i tell you what.. i cnt even figured it out.. to you its stupid if i cnt understnd simple thing but what i know everybody has their own weak point.. some cn catch up and some are slow like me.. hmm i know i pissed you alot.. and im sorry.. i just need you to understnd.. hmmm.. sadd.. when you say im slow and whatever things u say about me.. i feel even worst.. i feel like im hopeless. no one cn help me to improved myself.. i felt like that.. and i hate it to felt something like that. im speechless now.. dntknow what to say more.. i dntwanna let it all out here just afew will do.. the rest i just kept inside my heart and my mind.. i will never ever forget whatever you've said to me. ever not forget.. so end here.. gdday!! hehee no matter how hurt i feel inside still in my heart i love you.. sorry for every mistake that i've done.. hope you would frgive me..:)

xoxo, 5:19 AM