
Bday drops on 5th june.
hey there!! about me!!
im friendly and shy.:)
im addicted to beauty stuff..
beauty has alwys my passion:)
i love to do makeup
but im not so good at it.
oh ya i love super junior!!! hehe
i like kim heechul the most.:)
he's so cute and funny
not forgetting..
i love my cousins too:)
my two fav cuzz
RATHNIE and YANNY:) saranghae!
without them, im nothing..:)
wanna knw more
read it and you knw it:)
im attched.!
hey hey hey!! well i realize that its been few days i didnt update anything on my blogg.. haha mayb because im too lazy to type and think what should i say. haha
and now im back for blogging, hee so.. where should i start? hmm kk this few days ive been slacking alot. i slp over at my cousin's house till nearly a week i stayed there.. haha it was fun though.. we had alot of laughed at times. haha sometimes when comes to my crazy mood.. i talk nonsense alot and deliberately irritated my cousin rathnie.. haha i love seeing her face when she get pissed or sth. haha its funny.haha
hmmm next story.. this is about what i feel inside. sometimes i feel like im useless, stupid , lazy and etc etc.. well sometimes i hate it when my bf tries to compare me with his ex.. i know im diff, stupid and slow and all that you dont wanted me to be. i cant help it. i tried not to be slow but i still fail to do it.. and then you got all pissed off just because im slow to catch up what youre talking about.. i pretend to smile but deep inside me it hurts.. i cried inside so that you wouldnt know that.. and i tried to think positive and the hurts that im feeling inside ease away.. i know u want me to changed i try i just need your support, not getting angry when i asked you to explain to me when youre trying to tell me something which i dnt understnd.. you would told me to figured out by myself.. and i tell you what.. i cnt even figured it out.. to you its stupid if i cnt understnd simple thing but what i know everybody has their own weak point.. some cn catch up and some are slow like me.. hmm i know i pissed you alot.. and im sorry.. i just need you to understnd.. hmmm.. sadd.. when you say im slow and whatever things u say about me.. i feel even worst.. i feel like im hopeless. no one cn help me to improved myself.. i felt like that.. and i hate it to felt something like that.
im speechless now.. dntknow what to say more.. i dntwanna let it all out here just afew will do.. the rest i just kept inside my heart and my mind.. i will never ever forget whatever you've said to me. ever not forget..
so end here.. gdday!! hehee
no matter how hurt i feel inside still in my heart i love you..
sorry for every mistake that i've done.. hope you would frgive me..:)
xoxo, 5:19 AM