I hate my sister alot!! i used to love her until now.. she became more like beast with no heart.. she's just cold hearted person. My mum hurts the way how she treat her. she ignored my mum when my mum told her to do sth. she thinks, she's a princess. if she eat? she would just put the dirty dish on the sink and left it there and somebody else would wash it for her!! wtf!! i observed every single time when she came home to eat. is just so sickening.. once i asked her to wash her own dirty dish.. she shouted 'cn u just wait? i'll do it later' do you think she's gonna do it? NO!! so i'll wait of course.. but later she went out and didn't wash the dishes. so fuck up attitude.. she even say this.. 'this is why i hate coming back home' too me? who asked u to come home anyway.. nobody's in this house cares about u.. u didn't even think how u have hurt ur own mum feelings and you expect us to understnd how u feel.. how selfish ure being!!' didn't even feel sorry for hurting someone feelings. why dnt you just move out from here and nvr come back.. u dnt treat us well enough and u want us to treat u well? get a life man.. we're here as a family should understnd each other and helps each other. but when u asked sth frm us we tried our best to help you. especially me, when the time i was working and i heard u dnt have a money to eat when ure break time. i'll sincerely transfer some money to u cause i love you. but when u get ur pay, i'll asked for some money to pay half for our internet bill you gave me shit in return.. u gave a lot of excuses just so u don't have to give any money.. and i tried to understnd that..i'll pay all the bill by myself without complaining. but when u treat me like this u say things that's not suppose to say.. well it hurts.. u dnt even try to realize your mistake and u put the blame all on us on ur own FAMILY. and u still call yourself DAUGHTER OF ROHANA JUMANI! u just a two face freak. u act all innocent, polite, softhearted person infront of everybody else but at home you're truly one coldhearted beast.. people just cant see that.. in your head family this and that who doens't love you and all that.. but the truth is whose family doens't love their own daughter or sister.? that's stupid!. but you just don't know how to appreciate it. instead of thanking us u give shit to us.. i cant believed i had a sister like you.. OH did i mention she's one year younger than me? i'm 19 this year and she's 18.. she's suppose to be more mature and cn think which one is good for her family.. all she can thinks is friends. friends is the only priority in her life not family.. but the funny thing is when she need helps? she find my mother and asked for help. Aren't u ashamed at all MISS ILLYASHA BINTE AZHAR!!.. you threw us away and when u need help. u find family. why dnt u asked your friends to helps u in whatever u need. OH WAIT THEY CANT HELP YOU.. CUZ THEY AREN'T UR FAMILY THEY'RE JUST FRIENDS, THEY CANT HELP YOU IN UR PERSONAL LIFE.. still u need family to helps you when u need something like u wanna go back to sch and nobody can help u to pay half of your sch fees if aren't for family.. family will always be there when it comes to ups and down.. even how far u try to get them away from you they're still in your blood. and they'll still come back to help you.. and u just cn see that.. friends? they come and go.. if you had a fight if friends and u trying to get them away from you.. u can! cause they wont be coming back to u.. but not family. we fight but we're still family and we'll still be there for u.. we don't asked people not to have friends of course u can. but you should know how to appreciate something and know how to give some time for your own family and friends. I know in this world everybody makes mistake but they would apologize for their own mistake. but u don't! you're just ego maniac that's thinks about your own feelings. urgh!! i hate it.. i feel so sorry for my mum.. she really hurt.. she always tells me how she feels when my sister treat her like a piece of furniture. i hate her for hurting my mom's feeling.. really? till when we should endure this beast attitude in our family? till when. when can she learnt her own mistake. and appreciate someone advise.

xoxo, 8:47 PM