hmm back again for blogging.. well today not much happen.. just slacking, watching tv play computer surf here and that. today im so bored till i cried. i dont know why. i dont know what the hell am i thinking till i can cry. stupid. hmm my bf went ice skating with his ex sec sch classmate.. i wanted to follow but i dont wanna be kpo2!! beside my bf dnt even wanna ask me if i wanna tagg along. so its ok i get the story.. nvrmind. so i sat at home and do my things. i kept on twittering all day saying im bored. haizz no life.. tmrw is my 2nd day of training, and i dnt even feel excited about it. i hate f n b line. i wanna work in admin place. like office hour. its easy.. hmm.. even though i've already got a job and still feel sad. i suppose to be happy cause at least im not jobless.. but no! instead of happy im sad. cause i dnt have a friend over there. i dnt knw much about the ppl there. last time i used to work in pizzahut.. over there i feel like working at home. haha i feel happy cause im working with my cousin, friends and so and so. the manager is fun!! i really miss alfred he really reminds me of my manager in delifrance..hmm good old times!! now working in the new place feels so awkward. hmmm.. i know i need times to get to know every staff at fish n co.. but still its not the same.. hmm see feel like crying again.. i hate this feeling.. nobody's cn make my frown face turn to smile.. :( ade bf pon die tk tahu ape2 tk tahu ape ku rase.. hmmm.. sedih.. but i still love him. :) :( dah la ku nk bareng.. makin ku blog makin ku rase sedih.. ..

xoxo, 7:28 PM