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Bday drops on 5th june.
hey there!! about me!!
im friendly and shy.:)
im addicted to beauty stuff..
beauty has alwys my passion:)
i love to do makeup
but im not so good at it.
oh ya i love super junior!!! hehe
i like kim heechul the most.:)
he's so cute and funny
not forgetting..
i love my cousins too:)
my two fav cuzz
RATHNIE and YANNY:) saranghae!
without them, im nothing..:)
wanna knw more
read it and you knw it:)
im attched.!
Bby i love you so much.
i never felt like this before with other guy. i know sometime you get irritate when im always depends on you. expect you to bright my day every single day. i know you cant please me everyday. i understand that. but i don't even know why am i like that to you. im not this kind usually i can make myself busy with friends or cousins and not always depending on boyfriend. i don't know why am i diff when im with you. maybe because i love you so much and i willing to sacrifice myself to be always beside you . i love the way you when you always make me smile.. the way you hugged me when i cry or upset with something or someone, the way when you kiss my forehead gently and sincerely without me asking you too..the way we always jokes around with each other.. the time we tells story about our past life together.. the moment how we felt when we get to know each other. and i love everything about us. you really change my life. now i know what is the meaning of love. when you love someone sometimes its hard for you to let them go. but we cant put them in a box and never give any freedom to them. we cnt be selfish. we should let things go smoothly.. and be happy.. and sometimes i would think that he could be the one.
Sometimes,when we had our ups and down, we fought and i say things that arent suppose to say. but i just want you to know that i dont really mean it. i love you.. when im upset i like to do something that might hurt someone's feeling but all that is just an act. i act like i dont care anymore but the truth is, deep inside my heart i still care and i still love the way u show your loved. even though sometimes u really hurt me and make me shed a tears every night but i dont know why i still can forgive you and give a lil bit more time. i know my limits of patient and i know sometimes what we've gone through is all a test in our personal life..see if we are strong enough to handle this complicated life.. i know im strong enough to face all this even when i feel like im breaking apart.. If you had to leave me one day, that if we aren't meant to be together i'd still keep you in my heart and remember all the things that you've taught me to be. "be strong and always be confidence in my life. dnt take that inconfidence of yours hold you back from the things that you really wanted to do or become." i know when you give me some advise i would give a lot of reasons and say that i cant change. i know i shouldnt say that..i should give a try, i should take that advise.
Just so u know whatever you advise me even when i give a lot of reason, i still keep that in my mind. i do really want to have better life too i want to be a success person. i want to change but i just need more time for that. and when i say more time i meant, really need more time..
I know i cant put hopes in our relationship because i wouldnt know if our relationship will last forever.. things might not go the right way that how we wanted and somehow ppl may change, either you or me. but for now i would enjoy our moment together and appreciate the love that you've given me.. thanks for giving me the chance to have your precious love to me.. i would treasure it deep in my heart.
i'll will always love you... hugg!!
Sincerely,
illyana azhar.:)
xoxo, 4:08 PM
Bby i love you so much.
i never felt like this before with other guy. i know sometime you get irritate when im always depends on you. expect you to bright my day every single day. i know you cant please me everyday. i understand that. but i don't even know why am i like that to you. im not this kind usually i can make myself busy with friends or cousins and not always depending on boyfriend. i don't know why am i diff when im with you. maybe because i love you so much and i willing to sacrifice myself to be always beside you . i love the way you when you always make me smile.. the way you hugged me when i cry or upset with something or someone, the way when you kiss my forehead gently and sincerely without me asking you too..the way we always jokes around with each other.. the time we tells story about our past life together.. the moment how we felt when we get to know each other. and i love everything about us. you really change my life. now i know what is the meaning of love. when you love someone sometimes its hard for you to let them go. but we cant put them in a box and never give any freedom to them. we cnt be selfish. we should let things go smoothly.. and be happy.. and sometimes i would think that he could be the one.
Sometimes,when we had our ups and down, we fought and i say things that arent suppose to say. but i just want you to know that i dont really mean it. i love you.. when im upset i like to do something that might hurt someone's feeling but all that is just an act. i act like i dont care anymore but the truth is, deep inside my heart i still care and i still love the way u show your loved. even though sometimes u really hurt me and make me shed a tears every night but i dont know why i still can forgive you and give a lil bit more time. i know my limits of patient and i know sometimes what we've gone through is all a test in our personal life..see if we are strong enough to handle this complicated life.. i know im strong enough to face all this even when i feel like im breaking apart.. If you had to leave me one day, that if we aren't meant to be together i'd still keep you in my heart and remember all the things that you've taught me to be. "be strong and always be confidence in my life. dnt take that inconfidence of yours hold you back from the things that you really wanted to do or become." i know when you give me some advise i would give a lot of reasons and say that i cant change. i know i shouldnt say that..i should give a try, i should take that advise.
Just so u know whatever you advise me even when i give a lot of reason, i still keep that in my mind. i do really want to have better life too i want to be a success person. i want to change but i just need more time for that. and when i say more time i meant, really need more time..
I know i cant put hopes in our relationship because i wouldnt know if our relationship will last forever.. things might not go the right way that how we wanted and somehow ppl may change, either you or me. but for now i would enjoy our moment together and appreciate the love that you've given me.. thanks for giving me the chance to have your precious love to me.. i would treasure it deep in my heart.
i'll will always love you... hugg!!
Sincerely,
illyana azhar.:)