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Bday drops on 5th june.
hey there!! about me!!
im friendly and shy.:)
im addicted to beauty stuff..
beauty has alwys my passion:)
i love to do makeup
but im not so good at it.
oh ya i love super junior!!! hehe
i like kim heechul the most.:)
he's so cute and funny
not forgetting..
i love my cousins too:)
my two fav cuzz
RATHNIE and YANNY:) saranghae!
without them, im nothing..:)
wanna knw more
read it and you knw it:)
im attched.!
Haizz im feeling kinda down today. because i cnt stop thinking about him. its been 7 days since i last met my bf. i know he's been busy this lately and i thought it would be easier if i don't think of it. I DID!, but whenever i dont think of it because i got my own things to do at home when it times for bedtime i kept dreaming about him for the past 6 days straight and its getting harder than i thought.. i woke up and shed a tears. its feel like torture to me.. how am i suppose to take this situation lightly if i kept getting this dreamt again and again.. im trying to make myself miss him less but everytime i tried too, and when it comes to night he appeared in my sweet dream and making me misses him more. its just so hard.Even when im typing this i cnt stop crying.. i dnt know whats got into me..
Do you knw how it feels like? it feels like im stuck in this situation forever..it feels like im suffering this for like a month but the fact that its only just for 7 days and im like this.. when's this gonna be over?.. i wonder what if my bf went for 'NS'? would i feel the same way? haizz it would happen soon enough, and i would feel the pain like everybody else did when their bf went for NS, they have alot of crisis going on. some couples would just waste their years and years of moment together by breaking up and lead to their own separated ways.. i dont want that to happened.
i just want the best for the both of us..
if he's busy i'd try to understand as much as i could even though
its tough but i should take the risk.
frm what i see,
guys who have to served their ns its already stressful for them if we their gf shld undrstnd that and try to be patients not by nagging at them for not having more time with u. and we just making it more worst. he might feel more stress, thats the reason why it create all sort of crisis between u and ur bf.. i've already felt the pain now. i know my bf haven't went for ns yet but it seems like he already did. its seems the same he's busy with schooling, exam and a lot of things, like if he's busy in ns. i feel quite the same. but the only thing that diff in ns is,
they might not get to text us everyday like now.. :(
hmm nvrmind i cn live with that and when the time comes i'll just go with the flow.. i hope it'll be just fine between us. insyallah..
haizz right now i missing him so bad.. i wish i could just hugg him so tight
just like in my dream.. u love to treat me like this dnt u hun :( make me cry everynight of my life.. haizz.. waiting for this would be over!! :(
xoxo, 3:56 PM
