dear diary,
im not in a good mood rite now.. im so heartbroken right now.. totally cnt take it anymore.. i hate having a bf that always think about himself.. im bored at home and i wanted to follow and watch him play soccer.. but he refused to bring me along.. he said that i shouldnt follow.. yknw how it make me feel.. so crush inside. i break into tears when i read his message that he rply me..he said that dnt follow.. i dnt understnd, he said he knew that im bored right now but no need to watch me play soccer.. how could you! im so hurt right now.. i feel like i wanna give up.!! im losing myself right now.. i knw its a small probs. but i dnt undrstnd why he like to treat me like this.. he said he's busy no time for me but soccer and friend anytime!! doenst make senses at all.i hate it so much!! he said he got sch work to do alot of sch work... thenn this!! fuck !!i just asked for break up.. i couldnt take it anymore.. thinking about this again and again!! imm sick of it! really!! i cnt take it.. i cnt take it...i give u freedom.. so just take it.. ive already think twice.. its for ur own good and mine too.... thnks for everything!! so just leave me alone!!..
xoxo, 7:58 PM